I currently have 108 followers right here on WP. I am not counting the followers I have on Twitter and Facebook, which, when put together, make up a collective amount of over 500. I am amazed and in a little bit of shock.

I have been running this site for one year, and have been active on the Internet with my poetry for over three years now. I started out with my mom and a friend or two liking my posts to having people from countries all over the world retweeting, reblogging and liking my posts. I can’t believe that a little gal from the Midwest (not living there anymore, BTW!) could grow this big this fast.

I have had fans (I still can’t believe that I even HAVE fans!!!) make me photos that have things to do with my poems, have had other writers and poets tell me how they like my work and have had companies courting me that I never would have dreamed would ever look twice at something I wrote.

I have wanted to be a writer since I was eight years old. My whole life I was making up stories in my head and, before I could write, I would draw them on any surface I could find. I wrote (well, recited, since I couldn’t really write until I was about four or five) my first sonnet when I was three and performed it for my family in our living room. This isn’t just a hobby for me and it never was–it is what I want my life to be about.

I have been able to read since I was two and a half and books (along with God, my mother and music) have been a saving grace for me my entire life; a way to leave this crappy “real world” behind and get lost in a castle in Transylvania, a vampire-infested town in Maine, a haunted Mansion in Dullsville, a wizard invading a small town in Utah, the crazy lands of Middle Earth or even a ghost-ridden fashion boutique in Atlanta, GA. They made me leave this place and took me on these amazing adventures in life, magic, death and love.

That is what I aim to do. Whether it is for teens with my YA vamp trilogy The Vampire Next Door or more mature readers with my Nicholas Sparks-esque romance novel Personal Heaven, I want to take the reader away from the real world for a little while and take them on a journey through my characters’ lives in London, the Bay Area, Chicago and Los Angeles; through their fighting magic, rogue vampires or even evil-minded ex-girlfriends. I want to give people the pleasure of reading that I always got from my favorite author’s books. I didn’t read for school, knowledge, because I was forced to–I read for fun and I always will.

I want to thank each and every one of you who follow me, who have been there since day one or even since just yesterday, because every follow and LIKE I receive means I have touched one more soul with my poetry and that means the world to me.

Thank you all so much for joining me on this crazy ride. I do this not for profit or fame, but for the love of words. Thank you all for being here and fasten your seatbelts–this is only the beginning!

xoxo LL

A Message To All Readers…

Stay In My Heart (a poem)

I want to let the tears out
They’re hiding right behind
My eyes
But they won’t fall
No matter how much pain they cause
My heart
‘Cuz deep down I know
I can’t cry you out

You’re a part of me now
Inside every part
You’re there
And crying won’t let you out
Screaming won’t do a thing
I tried to get rid of you
A long damn time ago
But you just stood
Made yourself comfortable
In my heart
And that’s where you
Decided to stay

You haunt me
Like the ghosts you’re always chasing
I’ll never catch you, though
You’ll float here forever
Eternally lost inside
This labyrinth that I call a heart
Causing these emotions
I don’t understand
I can’t exorcise
Your image from my mind
But deep down I know
I would never want to anyway

You’re a part of me now
Inside every part
You’re there
And crying won’t let you out
Screaming won’t do a thing
I tried to get rid of you
A long damn time ago
But you just stood
Made yourself comfortable
In my heart
And that’s where you
Decided to stay

You let yourself in
With barely a request
I should never have accepted
But how could I have refused?
Wee don’t choose who we keep inside of
Our broken, shattered hearts
You just realize one day
That this person you never imagined
Could mean so much to you
Is here to stay
And you never want then to leave

You’re a part of me now
Inside every part
You’re there
And crying won’t let you out
Screaming won’t do a thing
I tried to get rid of you
A long damn time ago
But you just stood
Made yourself comfortable
In my heart
And that’s where you
Decided to stay

Comic Book Review: "The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys #1" By Gerard Way, Shaun Simon & Becky Cloonan

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It's not like me to even want to review comic books, though I am a self-professed comic book lover ever since I could read, but I think that The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys deserves a review.

Back in November 2010 fans of the now-defunct New Jersey rock band My Chemical Romance were treated to a concept album Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys, based on a comic book that mastermind Gerard Way was creating.

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A great review and guide to the first issue of new "Killjoys" comic by Gerard Way, Shaun Simon and Becky Cloonan!

Redeemer (short poem)

Hi, everyone. I am back. I wasn’t on for a while, I know. but a death of a close friend occurred quite suddenly and it really threw me for a loop. Still not over it, but I am getting closer. I haven’t written a lot of new material, so I found this short poem I wrote in 2007 or 2008. I hope you like it. :-)

 

They say I should write straight from the heart

But I’m afraid that I don’t really know how

I hid my emotions like a demon

Seeking redemption from its sins

By being an angel

But I am no angel

And I seek no redemption

All I seek

Is compassion & understanding

For merely being

Who I was born to be

And when I die

I hope I will be going to Heaven

Because I was honest in my sins

And meant no harm

But only love

Things I Hate About You (a poem)

This poem might confuse you if you have not seen the 1999 movie 10 Things I Hate About You (loosely based on The Taming Of The Shrew, BTW, and the film has a lot of Shakespearean references), but if you have you will recognize that this is my version of the poem Julia Stiles reads to Heath Ledger at the end of the movie.

That’s always been my favorite movie and probably always will be and this is in homage to that and, of course, it does have some personal references in it, as well. I hope you all enjoy it!

xoxo LL

 

I hate you
Your angelic eyes
Your sweetly wicked smile
I hate your voice
Equally as musical when you speak
And when you sing
I hate the expression on your face
When I make you laugh
When you’re next to me
I hate the heat of your skin
When you hug me tightly
Pressed so close I never want to
Escape
I hate that you say
You think about me when we’re apart
(Which is often)
I hate that you tell your friends about me
And they want to meet me
Because you say I’m so great
I hate that you call me a friend
That you joke with me
Like you do with them
Playful, like a child
Handsome, like a man
I hate when you tell me things
No one else knows
And trust me to keep your secrets
(Which I have)
I hate that I don’t know
If you really wanted me
Or was that just a
Disconcerting joke?
I hate that you told me to
Come visit you
That you want me there with you
Staying with you?
Or was that
Just a joke, too?
I hate that you made me love you
But don’t seem to intend
To do anything about it
Except make it worse
With everything you do
I hate that I love you
And I don’t know
If you love me, too

Live (a sonnet)

I wrote this a year ago and I can’t believe I never posted it here before! I really enjoyed rereading this a year later and remembering everything I was thinking/feeling as I wrote it.

It seems like

Every road I travel

Has always led me back to this

Back to where I started

When I started to live

When I started to live

With you in my life

Painful endings are just

Interludes to the life we share

I never thought we’d wind up back here

But I realize

Everything I thought that

I was doing to

Forget you

Was just leading me

Right back to you

Destiny was telling us

We started to live

Do you believe it?

That fate has us all

Wrapped in its velvet chains

Captured like

Sparrows

We try and try to fly

Away

But we always come back to

The nest

Painful endings are just

Interludes to the life we share

I never thought we’d wind up back here

But I realize

Everything I thought that

I was doing to

Forget you

Was just leading me

Right back to you

Destiny was telling us

We started to live

Bleeding hearts

That never heal

Do we really want them to?

Words that mean nothing

To you

Mean something

To me

Angel, tell me

Why were you sent here?

Just to make me feel like I can

Live

Painful endings are just

Interludes to the life we share

I never thought we’d wind up back here

But I realize

Everything I thought that

I was doing to

Forget you

Was just leading me

Right back to you

Destiny was telling us

We started to live

Can This Be? (a poem)

So strong

This feeling

My cold, clammy hands

Rapidly beating heart

Shaking extremities

Could only mean

One of two things

Either I am

Scared to death

Or I am

Falling in love

How could this be?

How could this happen to me?

I swore it off

I locked my heart

Away

In a little compartment

And threw away the key

I never let anyone near it

So how did you do it?

Did you pick the lock without

Setting off the alarm?

Did you slip through the cracks

Like a vampire?

Are you just a ghost?

Haunting me?

Driving me

Crazy?

When I found you

It was so normal

I never expected it to

Turn into this

This constant ache in my heart

Whenever I even think about

Your eyes

Your smile

Your very being is

Intoxicating

Stronger than Absinthe

Smoother than

The finest whisky

Can this be what I always

Abhorred?

Can this be what the poets talk about

Endlessly?

Can this be

My new

Everything?

Everyday?

Well, I guess I can’t say

That I mind