Wow, this was written in May of 2010. So much has happened since then that makes this seem like a million years ago. Enjoy, readers!
So now I finally get it
I see it how you do
I’m not even there
You’ve already forgotten I existed
Pretending I never was even a tiny part of your life
But I can’t forget you
I allow myself to be drawn to you even when you studiously avoid me
When I saw how you just passed over my little note
I think my entire world momentarily collapsed
How can it be that you do this to me?
It’s just not right
My world shouldn’t revolve around you as it does
A day without hearing your voice is like a day spent in tortuous isolation
Don’t you know?
Can’t you fucking understand?
How am I supposed to reach you & explain
When you won’t give me the opportunity?
Well, as you said
“Whatever shall be…”